ATTACHMENT

False attachment. Something I learned. Being attached to something that you know isn't going to work out but still keep on going just to feel happy and not dolor. That feeling of when you became when you realized you can't live without dunya still you did not take any actions. When you feel you are in need of someone yet you know you are just dreaming of things that never happens. Not a soul mate, a friend. Attaching to someone you feel like being accepted. Yet deep inside you, the feeling of doubt on being forgotten and left haunted you. They said we cant never have the power to keep it going because you know your position. Yet you tried. You neglect your feelings still your feelings has its own way on portraying itself. Sometimes trying too hard and gained it feel so good. Yet, it doesn't last long. To gain and to stay. Movies taught people to know their place in someone's heart. To know when you weren't needed. Life has its own way on carving bit by bit until a full book of your life's made. Life is like weathers. Sometimes it brightens our day, sometimes it brings darkness, clarity, serenity, sanity, remedy. Yet those unconditional moment when you can't tell what you want but still hold on to it. Your strength keep you moving forward.They said don't look back because you will turned into your past. Wrong? because past taught us and made us into what we are now. Knew it but still keep on doing it. Needy...