A precise measurement and its detail has been started to take part. Really am not sure if what I am doing right now are good enough and adequate for this upcoming test. I've been reading novels and writing some posts for my blog. Ergo, that should be enough but I know it is not. In my heart, the inconsistency of hopes and regrets got mixed up. The "This is not your time to shine, I have better plans for you, Patience." really scares me and weakens me. To be genuine, I feel like failing in terms of changing myself. For this upcoming test, it requires an excellent skills on writing, a precise and good conducts on grammars, excellent techniques on forming sentences. I am not quite good at that. Since I am a law student, I must get atleast band 4 to further my studies. It takes a very strong hardwork to gain it. I am afraid of failing. I feel startled. Yet I provide no actions to disarm this petrifying feelings. O Lord I muttered a prayer onto gain strengths and to stand up and keep up and be prepare for whatsoever things that may come to test me. And I feel so right about me yet I know there are just too many flaws. Sometimes flaws bring you up and shine your identity and sometimes it'd be burdens. What a chaotic life.
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