TRAVELS

Saying goodbye was never easy. Saying goodbye means leaving. For how long? A couple of minutes? A day? Weeks? Months? Years? Forever? Uncertainty becomes you. 4 more days and I have to say goodbye again. I hated it. Yet I needed it. Often cries, tears welled up upon my sorrow face.Its just, you see, when you know how much you love someone that when you see them you'll have a breaking down moment in your heart. To see the faces of our mum and dad as their face muscles started to form wrinkles and the expressions of their sadness. To watch it, it's devastating. When you know they are putting a high expectations on you. You had to do this. There are some part and moment of my life when I think of what I've done that I can be proud of, none. Love them now when there's still time. Time waits for no body.I can't tell when this journey will end. I feel fear. My payment for my ticket to further my studies has come to judge me, where do I stand. How good am I. I was never ready. You see, once I put hopes on something, it will turn the other way. It seems to flip by itself as if it doesn't approves my hopes. Maybe it wasn't genuine . Proves? my recent result. Whenever I've done something, I'll let it as it is. No hopes, expectations. when I hoped of good deeds, bad things happened. When I think of bad expectations, it happened just like what I thought. That's just me.