FACED

Once you opened up to people, you became naked in their eyes. Flaws everywhere. Tired of seeking good listeners. Might as well blind myself. I'm coming home, coming home. Tell my soul that I won't hurt him anymore. I am trying so bare with me. Don't know where you belong to anymore. My mouth said that I gave up yet my actions didn't agree with it. It is hard to see someone you cared didn't realize that you are there to help, to support. If I had the chance to come up to you. I'd crumbled. petrified, stumbled, faced down, collapse for being such a vulnerable person. God, I need you to keep me save. Save from my thoughts, my unsound soul. My rotten heart. Guide me towards your light. Or atleast by its side. Drag me away from myself. Kill me if you think I am just wasting my time. Yet please don't. I need this. Songs were made when someone cant seem to express their feeling normally. Songs become the mediator. People always said and wished for a better New Year. Made a wishlist. Abandoned it right away. 2013, you have become something that I won't, can't forget. 2013, thank you for enduring it together with me. Tried to not to be too needy. Failed. Can't changed. In need of you, friends, memories, family, You. Drown by your own imaginations of what you think that you thought could have got. Killed by reality.We live the life we think we were born into. Yet, we restrict ourselves when opportunity that comes with risks offer us. We became numb when we think of it. To me that is FACED.