BLUNT

Why does it humans tend to fall for their own delusional desires? I see you, but I don't know you. I look into your eyes, but doesn't see me. I want to talk to you, but I am shy and scared. I want to touch you, but I don't know you. I am pathetically vulnerable when it comes to love. I mistook lots of normal gestures with mixed signals. I became blunt by over thinking that we might be friends or more. I always look at you in the way I would do you to you if you were to be mine. I solemnly swear I can't control the thirst of having you and tasting you. This feeling has been living inside of my chest buried under my skins, stammering my heart as I see you. Among all of the other people my heart chooses you. My heart is weak by having the thoughts of owning such person like you. I know no matter how strong these feelings are, I would never own you. I could only see you from far, far away. I am needy my love, needs of you. Your presence has affected my whole living conditions. You are my brand new of heroin. I am not imagining things, because I know whether this thing would become reality or not. Your scents have corrupted most of my organs, by having you far away from me, I can't do things, I am in need of you. You are my sickness, my cancer. What I want is something I can't and mustn't ask for. I knew this, but I shut them off. Why? Because I always think love doesn't come with rules and regulations. it is free and always come to bring 2 persons together.