YOU

It doesn’t matter now how often I am thinking about you, meeting you, talking to you, texting with you, thinking about you (again), dreaming of you, loving you, liking you, missing you, or having the thoughts of touching you, our feelings will be never be mutual because the fact that we came from a different world with different needs and demands, our souls can’t accommodate the needs to be together.  My heart is aching when the knife that I keep away, stabbed me from my back because the force that is pulling me to the ground is stronger than I expected. I never have expected that I will fall in love  with you or at least the idea of you. The sensibility that I keep whenever you are around is for me to remember and cherish. Once a prince decided to dethrone his power and dignity, he forgot that he cannot escape from reality. When memories were there to remind you of what you have become, you will be aware of yourself and you will see nothing but the bad side of yourself. He forgot that he had been brainwashed by the 7 deadly siblings, when he take off his clothes and pants, leaving only skins. He sees himself in front of the mirror and curse for being as weak and stupid when he gave himself to Satan. I cannot turn away now because I have made deals with you. What I can only imagine when I tried to play the memories of you and me, I will see nothing. As I became nothing to you despite my efforts you tend to neglect and turn your back away because you have someone else for you to take care and love. My efforts were not as strong as it looks. I am on reservation just in case you change your mind. Thanks for nothing.