JICK

Once upon a time, a prince who has his heart set upon someone decided to try his luck but he was shot to death by reality. The Death then came reincarnate him and ask him what happened and as soon as Death knew, He was angry seeing the purity of the prince is being taken away. For once in the prince’s life, he was able to speak of the truth and stand against his own weakness. He was able to put away his own needs because he realized that none of his feelings matters if the other party doesn’t feel the same way. The prince is proud of himself and sooner later he encounters with another problem. This time, this problem revolves around his own achievements. People will hate you if you managed to prove them wrong by letting them know you can achieve things on your own. You will either gain or lose friends in the future, that’s why you just need to prepare yourself for the worst cycle in your life when you feel like nobody is into you or give fucks about you. When you grow up accordingly to what you want to become, you are very particular about your principle in life. You also despise people who breached your trust and make fun of your principle just because yours does not really comply with their surroundings. I may have the skills when giving advises, but if you take it lightly, I won’t entertain you next time. At the age of 20, I have seen a lot of people use the excuses like “oh, we’re not perfect that’s why we tend to make mistakes,” or “God gives us tests,” whenever they made mistakes. First off, this is the stupidest thing ever that a person who professes a religion can say. Don’t make your fucking religion or your own lusty desires as your mistakes to cover up your fucking wrongful doings. You are making your fucking religion look like shits. Even Atheists do not do these shits. You have the power to control your doings so don’t give stupid excuses. Its funny to see these people doing shitty things and it’s like a mockery to their deities. Moving on to the next topic, which is who am I really, in this world, I see myself as a person who has lost the interest with my own deity but now the lost in interests has spread through my views among the humans. Nowadays, everyone needs to make a lot of clarification on whatever it is they are doing because of the misjudgments from their surroundings. People will ask what you are exactly, in a way they are actually being skeptical upon your doings. Your wits in keeping up with their expectations will soon disappear when you have finally seen the darkest part of being their puppets when you yourself are losing your own soul in exchange to their controls. Your own existence is only to make them question of their own doings and existence because you know they are as weak as you are. You are just the devil of your own creation.