As I spend my time, preparing, examining, day dreaming, finding, exploring, time has come to let me know me time is over. Time asked me to present myself, to tell Him what I've become or done throughout this whole time. I remained silent. Dumbfounded. As time keep on reminding me, I have come to my limits. I collapsed. Unable to do a thing. My voices were unheard. Numb I became. My entity disappeared. I take no actions against it. Time engulf my bruised and sorrow entity. How weak. As my soul gasp for air, air to breath, my brain started to paralyze. Blurred. My shadow continuously fading from this world. A blood bath it became. Hell bound I became. My heart became hectic. Unable to move. A wrath and rage voice called my name in disgust. Asking me, why I became inhuman. My skin's sweating, forming drops of salt water bit by bit. tears welled up my face. lips became pale as if I was locked in an iced cold of coffin. Struggling yet such a waste. Screaming begging for it to stop as it carve and illustrate scars and scratches behind my back. Slave I became. Yet, it was just a dream. To my readers, time has come and I will continuing my second semester as law student. This is goodbye from me. Still, entries will be posted from time to time . Usual stuffs. Tomorrow I will leave right after MUET test. May forces be with me. Prayers had been muttered. Hopes and faith only to Him. Decisions has been made. Whatever happens I will stand.Just like always. Bringing along my hopes and targets for this upcoming journey. Dreams to be made. Life to be filled. Soul to be feed. Heart to be loved and cared.And the story continues. Chapters to be finished. Only time knows when it will end.
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