Yes. I obeyed. You have showed me how is it feels like to be a failure. You have showed me how is it feels like to feel my dreams being crashed. You really are something. I can't seem to fathom myself, my thoughts, my sadness, my failures into somewhere that is safe. Safe from the nightmares of being nobody. When you try so hard but you don't succeed. When you were left alone all by yourself unable to move, paralyzed by your own failures, stitched onto the ground being forced to look at front. Seeing your friends on their way to the place you once dreamed of together. looking at your back. A sea of despair that you have created towards your parents. I cannot be strong anymore. This is just too much. Out of my league. I am as vulnerable as a pollen. Failures have pincushion me.
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