PALED

I never had such break downs that in the end I couldn't figure out on what to do. To me, I have given all my best and efforts to gain what I want. They said God will only provide you things you need not things you want. I know these are all just tests given by Him. I acknowledged that. When I think of i back, I realized that maybe its what I said that made everything turns out to be catastrophe. I never asked for that. Every morning, I woke up thinking of what I could possibly do or at least change. None. Every morning I'll think of my future, what would it be like. I prayed too many things that I myself had forgotten bout it. The story of my life is not as great as the philosopher and etc. The story of my 19 years of living as a teen. I am quite fond of not knowing what had or going to happen in the future. All I can say is, you are no where near ready of the upcoming hurricane. I am now in a hiatus condition. Even if I am all ready. It was never enough to go through such war. War to gain places. I could have write more but I decided to stop here.