SPRIGGAN

Devastated with the way you perceive your life as a human being, makes you think of what were the things that you missed out during the process of changing into another person. The process of changing is not that easy as we speak, but it can be felt by the other people too. For how long can someone keep a secret? How do you measure the secret itself? How do you know if that secret holds a thousand of knives or it holds a beautiful island filled with joys and excitement. The world as what we are living on today provides us with unimaginable and unthinkable things that happened. We must ask ourselves, what are we holding on to? Who is our leader? For who are we living for? From where we came from? Nowadays, we have a lot people who think differently, so we need to know how do you think when something is happening. How do you perceive the news. Have you ever had a secret that you keep to yourself and never  tells anybody because you are afraid of the reactions? As I am writing about the unfortunate people who are struggling with these such problems, thousands of children and innocent people were killed in massive bombing. How about someone who wants to learn about his religion who meets a person who wants to leave his religion and become a free man? What if these two persons collide? What happen if a saint who performs well in his religious matters, but speak such maliciously towards humans meets a sinner who fails in his spiritual needs, but bonds well with the humans? Never have you ever wondered what is it like being the one? In our lives, we seek for things we want and we want what we want and for it to be exactly like how we want it to be like. How often do we get this? All I know is that, I do not wish to come back to my old place in the future. I wish to be somewhere else far from this place if only peace was to be found and easily attained. I see myself becoming a foreigner in my own country that’s for sure. I was given choices, but some choices had keys in order to see what they  offer. I don’t have the keys and that’s the problem. People will ask, what about your relationships with them? Well, I cannot control the feelings. When your way of living and thinking aren’t aligned with the way your culture perceive, that’s the beginning of the ending. Never have I ever think that I am better than others. No, I only think differently. Call me liberal if you really want to put labels on me. At the age of 20, I experienced things that I thought I couldn’t handle all by myself, but i was wrong when I took the hit and stand up back again to fight back. Did I win? I don’t know. For what I know is that I became matured. Maybe my definition and the way I see maturity is different than others see, but I’m glad that I am still able to keep up with the pace, although the currents aren’t always steady as we think it would be, but it’s bearable. At least, for now. I know what I want to become, but I have  strong opponents that I know I can’t beat since I am just a creation of their boredom, but I can try. Am I not proud  and thankful to live and still able to breath? Yes, I am. You will never know what’s there waiting for you to challenge you with the most daunting challenges ever. Your wills and hardships will keep you either up or down. I see a boy who is isolating himself, but at the same time keeping up with the knowledge and experiences. I see a boy who is erasing his name to build up a new name for everyone to see as he who had tossed away his old self into the midst of weaklings had reincarnated as Spriggan. I see a man named Spriggan for what he keeps on saying that to himself that Spriggan is him, becoming a man and wishes to live his life and never look back on the old memories. People will either think that he is crazy, unthankful or doesn’t know his place, but sorry he had made his own decision. For all we know that the " I " is only a Spriggan. In the making of a new entity there was a glitch that took over a person's body and a dark entity had reincarnated and killed it's own creator as he sees nothing, but only his thirst to kill and tarnish the lives of the humans.