ATHEIST

What makes you different from others? Is it your religion? Your ethnic? What is the main catalyst that you could hold on to, to make others see you as a different person rather than seeing you as another human being with the same course and aims in life? They would say, even with aims that has already made you different from others. Not everyone wants the same thing in life. I’ve encountered with lots of saints and I bombarded them with questions I've been meaning to ask, questions about religions. In the end, I have learned that we are the victims of the unsettled disputes between God and Satan. Can I say that? Not to say I blame Him. He has every right to do anything, since He is The One. By the end of this post I just want to make things clear that I am not trying to disperse my beliefs or else, okay? I have found the righteous path for me to continue on my journey, but I can’t start since I haven’t packed my stuffs yet. I am not ready since I don’t know what am I supposed to bring. They said I need to open up my mind and try to accept, but darling, I've accepted too much that I am becoming more lost than I am now. I guess it's still alright for a person to stop believing as long as he doesn’t go around killing people?  They asked me, don’t you feel empty? I had to answer it feels emptier when I tried to pray. I can’t put everything into words, but I could say that my current beliefs are still like always but it’s just that essence of losing the grip of what used to be important that has died because on the lack of prayers. This mouth will never stop saying thank you, but it has decided to do it with its own way.athiest