MENTAL

Your justifications on why did you do this or that are really vague even though they said everything is there in the holy book. I believe in You, I know You are somewhere up there, but I am confused. It is possible for someone to be insane by just thinking about the unseen, extraterrestrial, religion, afterlife and more. I met a persona named Arjun, whom used to believe and love the surrounding and never let himself drowns in the sea of ignorance. He used to see the greatness of his Creator and he loves Him so much.He never really stops worshipping his Prophet, but Arjun is now sick. He was diagnosed with a fatal illness. Doctors can't really tell what was the cause, but Arjun is sick. Somehow, Arjun had been confronted by the darkness of the life. He was possessed by an entity. An entity that opened up his views and heart to actually see the other side of positivity. The entity made him confused and rip apart his faith and switched it with nothing. He became the person he never sees coming. He became quiet so often that people think he is mute and deaf. He sees too many flaws and ignorance that was made by either the saints or sinners. He bombarded the saints who called themselves as people who know better about religion with questions that is directed to Him and about His decision. He knew these people can’t even answer because all they did was continuously repeated the same thing over and over again. Arjun thinks he has mental illnesses. He could feel that. He sees the flawless in him, but he never really goes beyond himself. He knows of what is wrong or right, but he never really does either. He stays put and tries not to be lost in the midst of the despair forest that kills every lost human beings who failed to escape the reality of life and the expectation of Him about what He wants you to do. Arjun is holding back his illnesses, but he knows his mind is just messing around with him. He swallowed the entire black hole since the black hole is now said to be keeping the information and memories, but does nothing about that. He lives his life just the way and how it should be, but deep down he had lost his trust and faiths but he does belive, but to what extend? The persona was created to camouflage the sorrows and despairs of this one true being.