DEM

The familiar touch by the Devil that grasp and caress the body of the unfit human being who is trying to gain his strength back after his supernumerary efforts to win over the heart of the demi God that descends to allure the vulnerable mind and feeling of the incapable spawn of Satan. When you put high hopes for something you know is way too vague and the ambiguity of the outcomes can be seen and assumed, you still try because you are in need of attention, attention that can keep you from losing your spirit and soul. It is sad to be a person with the needs that only God or Satan can offer. The likes of having your hopes to get what you want when the demi God didn’t really see you coming because you do not possess the criteria that one should possess. When you try to wait and be patient, for all you know its not worth the try because your instincts never failed you.  I think of you as my light that enshrine my imperfect paths since your smile heal most of my wounds. For all I know, you possess the traits that I wouldn’t want to let go of. You rejected most of the people who show their interest to you and now karma find its way to get back to you. Your love weren’t being answered. The fact that you haven’t been into this kind of thing and can't really comply to the needs of yourself. I thought I have strengths to keep on trying, I forgot that giving away my energy to Satan was part of our covenant, me and Satan. Seeing you makes my dead heart thumps. You can’t expect too much because you will end up hurting yourself. I cannot really show you my feelings because I do not know you like most of my friends do. I cannot get closer to you because I don’t have courage to get closer to you. I cannot foresee our future together because it's very hazy when it comes to you, despite what others had told me about you. I cannot say things that I want to say because words are deadly and might have killed both of us. I cannot withhold my feelings anymore because the pain that I had patched up from the long lost memories had been scarred by you. From every people that I know and like, it has to be you. your existence in my life ever since last semester had suffocate my inner side that screams your name and your name to be marked by it.