BABY

I show my efforts to take care of you. When you seek for care, when you were sick, when you seek for help, when you said, people mock you because of your job, when you were hungry, when you were too busy with your studies. I remembered you. Somehow taking care of you makes me happy. I wouldn’t ask for more, but only your realizations. I ache from day to days when such honesty and pure efforts weren’t being seen as pure intentions. Seeing you happy makes me happy. I never thought you could mean this much when there is no bond of strings that hold us together. When I see you as the gravity and life of mine, I simply lost track of time and now the time has no mercy for me as you are getting further away, I show you my love and care every time we talked to each other. I have lost you when you were never mine at the beginning. I cried my soul and heart out because of you. There is so much of emotions. There is such much about feelings. There is so much of signals. One can show all at once. One could misinterpret all at once. I never have loved and cared that much. I thought I have conquered you. You gave me forever within the amount  of time when it wasn’t mine to own. When you realized you have become the pit stop of one’s search for love. Baby, I am deeply in love with the glitz and calmness of your presence. Baby, if you must know I have lost my wits to live because you have stolen my heart. Baby, I, I love you and I wish you the best. I am jealous of other people who have found their happiness. Sorry baby if I have ever fallen in love with you. I will be your shadow that exists through days and nights. I am so sorry.