DEEP

The wishes of the saints and sinners has come together to seek for the grant acceptance by the God. Some God accepted, but some He puts aside. The grand finale of being an adventurer in the world has come to its end when the death has come to invite your soul to join the death in a celebration of bringing reign over Him. He puts away all of His graces when He encounters you because He thinks you are not fit and don’t have what He thinks is important for Him to show you His true self. You keep on convincing yourself that you will find the one that you have been longing for because you ought to believe that everybody gets the chance of being happy together with someone he or she wants to be with. When God casts His only creation to hell and made him as the ruler of the underworld, he didn’t even asked Lucifer whether if he wants it or not. Let alone showing us His good sides and graces, He decided to make everyone follow Him and His teachings. The irony. We ought to be believed in things that we can’t really project but only theoretically project or normally think of it. The more you think about Him, the crazier and fuck up you will become. I am invulnerability of the situation, which demands me to show people my true self, but deep down in me, I know I have lost it when I bargained my life with Lucifer. The flawed prince has given up on fighting for the truth because he no longer has the interest on dealing with God's demands. As the prince spreads his majestic, serene, white, fluffy, and alluring wings, God decided to shoot a flaming arrow with the crest made by Him from hell. The prince knew his time would come for him to join Lucifer, he was a bit dolor about it, but know that in every covenant made must have its very own price for the maker to pay. As I look into my current situation, I know of things I am supposed to know, but I know it is not adequate for me to live my life. When a person who has the desire to love and loved by a person knows too well of the rejections of the society, he will eventually stop because despite his efforts to be better than he already is, he knows he can never get the one that he desires the most, named as life. You are breathing as much air as you can because you are in the depth of the incapability of regaining yourself in the grasp of the God’s power and arrogance.