WAIT

There are times when you feel like writing down your thoughts and just let everything flow into sentences forming collections of emotions that you have carried with you for so long and by writing down you can at least ease yourself up because you have reached your limits. Sometimes bottling what’s inside you is okay if you know how to handle them but most of the times you forgot who you are in the process of containing and retaining the pressure that your own thoughts did to you. The pain that reside inside you that often scars your own emotions when you can no longer find the meaning of happiness because the pain you feel is the only thing you can relate to. The pieces that you picked because you know even when things are broken they are still part of you, you are part of something even though it is something you can cherish. It has been so long you put others first because you know a bridge could never stand and be built if there are no pillars, you know you need protections and supports from them because you know you are nothing but little did you know everything isn’t free, it has to be earned.It is not easy to live your life knowing your own self is in need of things that is not easy to be obtained. It is not easy to lead a life pretending to b normal when deep inside you knows exactly who you are. The constant reminder that has been your normal alarms that often remind you to contain yourself and never reveal the truth because truth sucks and you won’t be accepted fully. When you have been alone for quite sometime, you see, you will tend to narrate something that you wish could happened and imagining the one you have given your heart to to love you like you have always wanted and desperately asked and wished for. That one point in your life you started to realise you cannot get what you wished for so long if you stay in the same circle.