TEARS

Tears, are prayers when words can't even be spoken. Only God knows what are the tears are made for.Brokenhearted. God know better. The saints said that. Gotta believe it. Hopes. Are made for the sinners who wanted to change but still with hopes. they became the fallen. Died in their own hopes. Hopes, were tossed away once you know  that it doesn't give the best of you. Still, I am grateful for everything. If I had the chance to say something to my loved ones. I will tell them I love them. I knew that from the seconds I wanted to change. I fell from the cliff. I would die for the sake of helping the people I love. I love them that it hurts when none gives what I gave. Honesty is the best policy. Loyalty is the best way on to gain trust. Yet can be broken. I used to have high hopes on finding love. Now it was gone. I feel dead. They said you are at your best when you are with someone you love. Still, I couldn't accept the fact that I don't have any chances. With love. I grew up without the love of them. Anonymous. Love found me and present itself as my family and friends. Sometimes I am wondering bout lots of thing and something came through my head that I always feel scared and terrified whenever the thoughts of people leaving me are going to tear me down but at some times, I do think of what happen if I am the one whom disappear from this world, extinct. Will people care? or cared. They said sometimes, it took death to make people you love realize how deeply your love is towards them. Almost every night I cried, thinking of myself. My contributions toward God, parents and friends. Sometimes I feel dull and dolor. Vice-versa. How strong the affections are towards me. I screamed for help. Muted. I struggled. Chained. I gasped for air. Slaughtered. I love You. Wanted your friends to know that you will be there for them. I will. If God wills it. My tears are my prayers when words weren't able to come out of my mouth. Voices shaking and trembling. Feel my warmth as you will never going to feel it anymore once I am gone.