PURPOSE

What would you do if you know you have the opportunity to repent and redeem your lost faiths? You may have chosen your paths, but is it the right one? I cannot see myself in the future anymore. I push myself on the edge of the cliff and wait for the right moment to jump off of the cliff because my heart tells me that I can fly. When two people have common interests with each other never reveals it, they tend to be caught up in their own misunderstand perception. I may deal with the bullshits for some time not for forever. My needs of self remuneration has been permanently damaged by the surroundings. I have stopped to think of you, but I am not even sure who are you. There are too many of you. The thoughts that have been controlling me to be more kind has been killed by my soul. It says that it no longer needs it. I hate people more than I usually do. I hate the surroundings more than I am supposed to.  I became rebellious of the people who tried to care and sympathize with me. I loath them as much as I could because I am not their so called important living human. I have drowned in the sea of lost thoughts. I may be the one who has majestic ambitions, but I have failed the experiments. I am tired of living. I must not nag because there are a lot of people out there that are in such horrible and horrendous situations. Fucking hell.