MISFORTUNATE

        By separating yourself from the world really open up your views about the people and the nasty things they bring that can damage your entire self intuition. The scenes that I have in my head either the memories or the impossible scenes or even then could have happened scenes could become a novel if I decided to write them down. They might not be as good as Nicholas Sparks’ but I think I can make something like what the character Dan Humphrey did. You grew up with listening to others problems and issues but you never grow up from settling your own issues. One day, there will come a time when you realized your loop of friends are that much of worth your time and honesty. You will know who will stay or left. If there is one thing I learned in life is that we never draw back from our issues and we will fight till our last dying breath. This one character in life taught me that you don’t need anyone to help you out when you know you yourself can bring down whatever things that comes in your way. 

        

      This one character taught me it is pointless to tell people your sadness because you are opening up into something you will find it hard to get out from. When you know you can’t never beat the ignorant people, but when you know you can let them know who are you following and you will never give them what they want because you know what are you capable of. You let them know you play with your own rules. You like a person yet you know the ideas of you together is just far from the possibilities. The things that you want isn’t what the other party wants. The needs and wants mustn’t come parallel because it is intoxicating and you will find yourself choosing either both and one wrong step might cost you your entire life and all of your efforts to stay strong and concrete will fall down in a glimpse of light. Letting your guard down just to let someone enters your true self, but fails to stay which makes it hard to open up the next someone wants to enter. 

      You found your own stage for you to polish and release your desperation. You know this is it and there is no returning back. You know this is the last resort that you have to reimburse yourself from giving up. This one character that you can relate that always remind you that it doesn’t matter if you don’t have a big circle of friends or whatsoever if they do not like you, you wouldn’t be affected that much, but at least you can make them fear for you since it is better to have enemies than a pile of back-stabbing wankers. You set up high above them so that you won’t get drowned in the sea full with ignorant people and over-centralized religious/culture fans.