ENTITIES

                   Lying on the bed, seeing your other self sleeping in peace without having midnight thoughts that have been waiting for you to surrender and give up everything when you yourself are awake thinking of every possibility that you can get if you had actually confronted your feelings instead of concealing it and then regretted everything. You are lying on the bed without anything but only with your bare skins waiting for someone to touch and cover you with their warmth. The thoughts that seem to crowd your vulnerable mind made you think of the unwanted perceptions and kill your weak faiths and trusts until you feel empty without a soul that protects you from doing irrelevant things. You are lying on the bed and you think of what is that makes you feel so lonely and what is that you have to do to make yourself being accepted by at least a person. You keep on thinking about the wrongs that you did and the goods you could have done yet you know you are lonely and that’s just it. You are in need of having someone to be by your side through thick and thin, days and nights, but your actions seem to make them think that you are a pusher. You push people away because you know you do not know how to keep up when you are feeling  guilty of making them love you and obey to your needs. You look at the person that is lying beside you and see the other you curled down as he feels the emptiness started to stab him as if he was being thrown into the iced cold water and there are thousands of knives stabbing him and he can’t move but to accept them vulnerably.  You saw the darkness approaching you with open arms that penetrate through your empty soul as the arms squish it till it crushes into bits and left you unable to breath and then you realize an entity started to hold you and hug you from behind and whispers the song of deaths. As the lullaby travels into your body, you started to cry because you are incapable of fighting and you can now feel yourself getting numb and now the entity has gotten the control off of you. You see yourself wandering as you look at  the ceiling and you find yourself imagining but deep down you know it is actually happening when a dark entity started to show itself in front of you and trying to reach its hand to you and as you try to get up you can feel that your arms and legs have been tied up by the tongues of deaths and you can just wait for the entity to take over you. You are craving for a long lost soul that you keep on praying to exist to stay with you and be there for you. You crave for too many things that you tend to lose yourself in the process of muttering those insolent prayers.